I've had better...

...movie experiences that is!

So, I just rolled up my sleeves to type this.

I just saw (500) Days of Summer. I feel a bit messed up from it. I once was in a very similar situation.

Quick synopsis: Guy meets girl. Girl is nuts. Guy falls in love with girl. Girls says "I don't want a bf, let's be friends." Guy stays by her side. Girl acts like a gf anyway. Girl leaves, girl comes back, girl gets married. Guy is crushed. Guy meets new girl.

The End. (I promise I didn't ruin it for those of you who haven't seen it.)

But yeah. I've been in this same situation. Several times in fact. Minus the marriage part.

It's all about uncertainty. I can't say I've ever been in a relationship where I was certain the guy was THE guy for me. And I suppose you really can feel something like that. But that's definitely why I always pull the "I don't want anything serious" card. That way, when it all falls apart I can say "well I told you..."

Stupid girls. Stupid, stupid girls.

She's like the wind...

"I just love, love" -- Elvis Duran

Every morning I listen to the same morning show. They always bring up the greatest topics. On my way to work this morning they were talking about getting burned by coins that have sat in the sun too long and are left on your car seat. This in fact, has happened to me! So I decided to call, anddd...I got through! Very cool. You can hear it here: www.y100.com. Pretty sure I said like, a sentence, but it was funny nonetheless. Beware of hot money!

They also brought up how hooking up can make people lonely. I'm going to have to agree. I'm in this weird phase in my non-existent love life. I tend to dwell on past relationships (comfort level no doubt) which is definitely putting a damper on my current relationships. Well, lack thereof, really.

I have not dated anyone consistently in months. I'm not even sleeping with anyone consistently. It's rough. I use hookups to fill the relationship void but it totally doesn't work. And then there's the people I DON'T hook up with, which is a whole other realm. I hang out with someone once, and then never get the courage to see them again? What's wrong with me?

It's all about the chase. Don't let me catch you! We'll both wind up lonely..ha.